Don't get me wrong, I have some of the sweetest friends a girl could ask for. But sometimes I feel like it is just me trying to make it through each day. That no one really understands me. And then I come to my age old battle: is God really enough for me during THESE times? In times where I feel like he really is the only sure thing I have? Sometimes I wonder how a man who I can't touch and smell and hug and look right in the eye could ease my loneliness. It seems to just make it worse... to be so in love with my Jesus and so close to him, and yet so far away.
Anyone with me here?
I can't wait for the day that I can run to my beloved, jump in his lap, smell his smell, feel his arms around me, and whisper how much I love him.
But for now, me and him have a lot of things to figure out...
