homesick

Hi everyone! :) I hope you're all enjoying this weather. I'm a warm weather type of girl, so I've been SO happy!! I realized tonight that I have a sunburn on my right shoulder today, and it made me pretty excited.

My God is so good.

It is so unbelievable to me that the creator of the universe wants to passionately pursue MY heart.

These past couple months have been so crazy. God has been so intense, digging into my heart and bringing up painful things, things that have caused bitterness in me and is helping me learn how to let go and forgive. To heal. He's been trying to get me to set him as a seal on my heart, to love him as i would love my husband, and to accept that I am his beloved. He has given me intimate things between just him and me, and romanced me in the sweetest ways...

When God is pursuing you, you fall in love pretty stinkin quickly.

I've felt how great it is to be romanced by God, but this week he showed me how hard it is.

This week my heart has ached and mourned for my husband.

I'm talking, sad, heavy, angry: "God take me to heaven right now, I don't care" type of homesick.

Like an army wife whose true love might as well be on another planet. God has wooed me and been so sweet to me and healed me and broke me and stole my heart and he is not here.

I want to be where my man is.

"I am faint with love" - SOS

I can't wait for the day where we can finally be together, face to face; where i can feel his arms around me and his breath whisper in my ear... "I love you, my darling".


aching for home,

Kylie